Miscommunication

Hello all and thank you for your kind words. Don’t worry about sounding harsh it’s my responsibility to take care of me and my emotional state so yes I ended up isolated also and that is not healthy. I have taken these days to reflect on it and you guys are right. I started with reconnecting with some friends and family even online, took some cooking lessons and writing a lot so I bring back the balance in my life and stop obsessing or over thinking my relationship. Thank you! We met last night and he told me that he doesn’t feel smothered and that it’s my insecurities coming out to think that I’d disturb him if I call during the day. It seemed that he wanted to be there for me and support me in person. Everything’s going well but I really need to get back in track with my life and not expect him to fill up my time.