My new F buddy

I’m in a sexless marriage for 5 years. Why not divorce? Have two really young kids.

So this is happening very recently. I went by to see an open house and talked to a Neighbour. He is very friendly and informational. We have a sit down talk for one hour but mostly about the neighborhood real estate history. He did ask my number twice ( with a bit funny way ) but I didn’t pick up. I basically don’t think I’d have anything with him !

Upon leaving, he gave me a card and told me he was personal trainer but not doing this any more. I thought he was asking for business. But after I texted him he told me no he is attracted to me and wants to make love.

Okay. Maybe doesn’t sound odd to you. But I’ve never done that! Maybe this Covid-19 drives me crazy or the boredom or the sexless life pushes me to see him. He, forcefully took off all my dress and kissed all over my body. I refused the oral. for me, oral is more intimate than sex. We did, at least use condom. I’m a D/D phobic.

To be honest, I was told he is single( should be. His place looks like so) What he does what’s his name( if the one told me is fake or not) I had no clue.

I miss the touch l, caress, kiss so much. It makes me feel so good that a man admires your body. But I don’t know should I call him FWb or just a fxck buddy.

Part of me want to quit and block him, my body doesn’t.

I didn’t tell him my marriage. Sorta insinuating this is crazy because he doesn’t know me, my marriage , my jobs. I don’t know if this is enough hints or what he thinks. If just for fun , why tell