I feel hopeless- dealing with failure

I’m 23. Just passed my driving test. I live in a city where the living cost is really expensive. I save a lot to pay monthly rent, tax and bills, which is ok that’s life.

Here is the hopelessness and failure part. I was in a job were I was under appreciated, no matter how hard I worked or sacrificed extra hours, nobody cared. I finally left the job and started a new job. It was really hard for me to find a job. I fairly enjoy this new job but it requires hectic travelling and travel cost is a lot higher and cannot be claimed (previous job you can claim all travel expenses). So I thought I’ll get my license and a car, thinking it’d be easy. No, I spent a crap tone of money on driving lessons and now I can’t afford a car. Here in the UK car prices are exponential, due to some car chip shortage.

My bf suggested getting a bicycle. I spend some money on it thinking it’s be an easy solution. No, after a few rides, I don’t feel confident cycling, I feel scared and fell off numerous times. Even cracked my phone falling off my bike.

I just so sad. I just want to be good at cycling and in life in general. How should I deal with failure?

I just feel so sad I can’t cycle properly, or that I afford a car.