Another lockdown problem

Hello, my bf of just under three months and I are having a bit of a problem. I’m in uni and lives in the same city as him but because of this pandemic I had to go back home, which is 40 mins away from him. We talk on the phone every night before bed and a few texts throughout the day, nothing excessive. But I can tell he really wants to see me, especially when he says ‘we’ll see each other soon anyway’.

I live with a high risk person so I need to factor that in if I do decide to meet up with him. As a graduate, I will also be placed on a temporary register to work in the hospital in a few weeks time after my exams next week so I don’t wanna risk infecting him or his family (he has a high risk person in his family too). It’s just I can’t stop thinking about this pandemic. And he’s regularly implying he wants to see me. We’ve talked it through and had a few short disagreements, but no arguments (yet, which seems to be going around), which is good. He usually tries to stay cool when having these kind of discussion and say “but it’s cool” after bringing it up. I’m honestly so stressed about my gran, my family and the situation about protective equipment at the moment.

I guess my question is do you think it’ll affect this relationship in a bad way considering it’s still quite fresh? And I don’t need him to make me feel bad when I say no to seeing him. It’s not like I don’t wanna see him, it’s just crazy out there. I would like to keep going out with him but don’t want him to not think about the bigger picture here when people are dying from covid!

Thanks everyone, please stay safe! Xo