Should I ?

So this guy I was with for about 10 months ended things with me. I just really want to text him and talk to him but I don’t even know what I would say. Things didn’t end on a good note even though I feel like he was trying to end them on a good note, maybe just out of kindness or to soften the blow. I was angry at the situation and didn’t want to meet up and talk about anything like he did. I removed him from social media after the last text I sent him never got a response. But I feel like there are still some unresolved feelings at least on my end. I don’t know if he misses me but we talked every day for the whole time we were together and I just don’t know how he can forget that so easily. I want to believe that he didn’t end things because of another girl and it was actually because of reasons not having to do with me, and I know even if I was to talk to him I wouldn’t get closure and to be honest I don’t really want closure. I know our situation won’t go back to how it was before. But part of me thinks that there is still something there call it a gut feeling or I’m delusional. I haven’t heard from him since that day I removed him from socials and he ignored my last text. I haven’t texted him or called him since but I just want to try and see what would happen. Should I do it or just fight through this feeling I have because “if he wanted to he would, if he cared he would show it” type thing.